You'll Die One Day, And That's The Reason

You should do what feel right for you.
Be in the moment and stop stressing about what others think about you. Which by the way they don't think about you anyway.
The reality is whatever you do now, tomorrow or in a years time won't matter as much as you would like to think.
You will be forgotten. We all will in the end. You can't be mad about it neither can you change it.
So what matters more is to live in the present.
What that means is to do what is right by you. Be right by others. And most importantly live as much as possible in the present. Because that's what matters. That's what you can control.
Knowing that you'll die one day is a relief, not burden. It should allow you to appreciate the moment. To let go of the ego. The anger. The stress. The hate.
Because it won't matter.
and If you are a believer, as I am then you know that, life here on this little rock we call earth is just a journey. We were sent here for a moment and will all be returned to God.
So do what is right.